Life is juz so unfair... Y muz dis world b full w so much trouble, pain, hurt? Y can't our world juz be peaceful living? Y muz everyone born into dis world n suffer? Wad did we actually do to deserve tt?

Ytd afternn during lunch, gt a news tt 1 of my ITE classmate admitted into hospital (shall nt mention who), it was ard 2 weeks ago tt i last saw him, now he's lying in e ICU ward in a v bad shape. Think he really suffer a lot cos of his sickness. Rite from day 1 when our sch terms starts, from e way he look, i knew he is down w some sort of illness, but throughout e 2 yrs i kept my mouth shut in not asking him wad illness he have, i know by asking him, it will cause more hurt.
It's v brave of him to endure these illness for 20 over yrs. I believe he wans to have a healthy body like any 1 else, but he can't.

Despite tt i have things on ytd nite, i cancel it juz to go to e hospital 2 see him in case i dun get a chance anymore. E sight of seeing him makes my heart break... Pipes were going through his mouth n nose. But thank God he knows tt we came to see him, he responded to me by shaking his head when i talk to him by his bedside. Now all his organs r damaged, n we dunnoe how long he can hang on too. But no matter wat, he will always be remembered, not juz him but every single 1 of my friends will have a place in my heart. I assure that!

As e yr drawing to a close n i look back, i touch my heart n say dis yr is really nt a good yr, i witness so many death within dis yr. So many disappointments in dis yr and e list goes on, 2008 is coming, hope it will be a beta yr for me n everyone.